What’s wrong?
Something does not seem right...
Am I just being paranoid? Jason noted that Linda and I seemed "brittle" over the past few days. Everyone keeps getting hung up on the fact that I got upset over her waking me up by dumping water on me. (They sent Phil to check on me after dinner on Friday. He's a horrible actor.) No one ever cares that I am fucking pissed when Jason wakes me up by pouring water on me and physically drags me from bed onto my chair onto the floor. Or when Kevin shoots me with his airsoft gun. Those fuckers hurt.
What's the difference?
I'm trying to do things right, but I get this.. feeling that I'm not.
I had an odd dream last night, here's the contents of the "wtf dream?" file on my desktop:
3/31/07
josh had boobs
didn't spend time with linda (fell asleep / she came in, left; as usual -_-)
my room at dad's in third east?
c-cups, he adjusted them
wtf
There are birds chirping at 2 in the morning. huh
My stomach feels funny. (not related to anything else) i think i'm going to go puke now
study java / bio
ugh