sugardeath

decision

So I told myself I would try something, and make a decision based on the outcome.  I also told myself that if I did not try something, I would give up.  Obviously if I do not put forth the effort, it is not important enough to me.  So.. there ya go.  Sorry?  I was given plenty of opportunities, too.  I could have easily made my own.

The, um, social dynamic is very...  Let us just say that It saddens me.  Like, seriously.  No one seems to be happy around here.  Sometimes I really wish I could just live in Chicago year-round.  Apartments are probably expensive there...  Job availability would probably be kinda lame for a below-par second-year college student (I dislike the idea of holding two jobs...)...

I wonder what will happen now.  Just...  all around. 

Some people just need to be better people.

LAN has been pretty lame so far...