I had to go to
I had to go to the eye doctor today. He told me to stare into this bright light. Then he held this yellow lense up to it. It hurt!
Well it seems as if I messed up my site yesterday while adding he articles thing. I'll fix that and get everything working correctly again.
Not much has happened today.
Wow, today has been a
Wow, today has been a crazy ride through my mind. For those of you who read this journal it's been more than a day. But here goes. After my last post (2:19PM today) I went into my room, and plugged in my headphones to the stereo and layed on my bed. Well, not my bed, but I could have; the cord on the headphones is at least 3 feet long. I was listening to a CD I burned of Video Game Music (remind me to burn another one) and I realized that it's been almost a year since I first met Sidney and Jennifer (not Jen, but Jennifer). Ahhh Sid... good 'ol Sid. My first love... The only people that knew about it beside me and Sid were Jennifer (Sid's friend), and my friends Paul and Jason. It's kinda sad because I had to talk to her like everyday. What's worse is that she lived in Texas and had about 3 other 'boyfriends' at the same time. She was the type of girl to threaten things just to gain attention, she seemed to be very suicidal and she would say that there were people in her house, or ghosts. I have no idea why I liked her so much, it was weird. Now Jennifer, she was cool. We would always have the best conversations. One day we were talking about... i forgot what, but then she said that someone was at the door and that she scared to answer it because she was naked or in her underwear or something like that. It was interesting thought because she wasn't embarrased, shy, or anything. She came right out and said it. We made jokes about it too. I've never known a girl that would talk about that kind of stuff to a member of the opposite sex. We had some good times together. Good friends... I kinda miss her, so I messaged her as soon as I got on.
Second thing that happened today:
I was playing Super Smash Brothers: Melee on my Gamecube and my bro wanted to join. So I said 'sure'. I was Young Link, he was Mewtwo. We played 2.999 games. He won the first one. I won the second one. In the 3rd one he was winning, 0 to -1. He killed himself to reset his damage (score= -1 to -1) then killed me as soon as he got back in, making the score 0 to -2. His lead. With less than a second left I quit the game, making it not add that game to our records. So then he started calling me a sore loser. Good thing I had an excuse to go into another room, my mom told me to get some cole slaw. So I went into the kitchen and stood there and cryed for a minute or so... I never realized that I was so sensitive, it's just a stupid game for crying out loud! (which I did do, I did cry out loud...) ... ... am I really that sensitive? Or was it just because today i've been emotionally down? I've been thinking a lot about my relationships with people. I've got my really close friends, Jason and Paul; then my friends that are there to become close friends, Nate and possibly Jennifer (even though we havn't talked much recently we're pretty good friends); then the people I like, Jen and Kristy, who absolutely don't even care about me... well for as much as I know they don't... Heck, Jen still refers to me as Harry Potter (because I look like him), that's what she called me at McDonald's... Then there's my family, I've never been able to share much with them... I dunno why.
Well there's a litte insight into how my day went.
UPDATE:
It seems as if Paul,
It seems as if Paul, one of my friends, wants recognition in this journal. Should I give it to him? Sound off! Leave a comment saying whether he should or shouldn't! lol Happy Paul?
Boredom, it always gets to ya one way or another. Especially in the summer. This sucks, really it does. None of my friends live close enough to my mom's house (I live by Eppler Jr. High and Utica High School, my friends and I went to Bemis Jr. High and will go to Ford II High School next year) and that's where i think i'll be spending most of the summer. Making new friends is just plain hard too! I've already met them, but I don't have the initiative to go out and hang out with them... Heck, I don't have the initiative to go outside! Sad ain't it... Oh well, that's me.
lol, Paul wants to make a website but he forgot his Comcast password. So now he's looking for a free website to host it. I'm thinking of getting him set up with Blogger once he gets his site setup. Then he'll be able to update easily. lol, I think he got what he want, his name in my Blog. lol Good job Paul!
I seem to be thinking less and less about Kristy for some reason. Maybe because Nate (yes the same Nate that may appear 15 times throughout this site) keeps urging me to talk to her, and I don't want to (shyness)... Or maybe it's because she knows? Or just because I havn't talked to or seen her in such a long time. A long time my ass... it's only been 6 days! Jees...
It lights up! lol My
It lights up! lol My grandma recently gave me an optical mouse. It's cool. No more mouse balls to clean! =D lol After my mom picked us up from my dad's we went to the Hostess store. I love that place. It's got everything I could ever want, well food-wise. They've got the forsted honey buns, donuts, frosted donuts, mini muffins, ohh... food's so great! I couldn't live without it! =P Well, I guess I'm gonna play FF7 again. lol, I can't stop playing it.
I forgot to add, when
I forgot to add, when it says 'Execute a line of code!' that means that no one has left comments on that post yet. OK with that outta the way. It seems that Nate (who is right, his name does appear in this blog too many times; if you include the whole entire site than it's over 15 times i think.) told Kristy to go to my site. Thanks to that little counter I set up I can tell who has, and hasn't, visited my site. Kristy has... *sarcasm* Thanks a lot Nate... *sarcasm*
Hmm... there's really nothing to do in the morning, not many people are on, even though 13 people out of 111 people are online on my AIM buddy list, most of them are away!
Well I'm bored. I think I'm gonna go do something now.