This is probably the last thing I should be concerned about, considering…
Went over to SSV to drop off Wind Waker and hang out with Jeremy (which consisted of watching him play and perusing Youtube for Songsmith creations) around 2am, left around 4:30am and chatted with Sarah at the front desk until she got off around 6, then walked back to MSV with her. It was pretty neat. She's apparently related to pirates, a nerd in the computer-sense, and pretty cool all around. Why did I not talk to her sooner?
I ended up falling asleep after daybreak and got up around 6:40pm or so. No matter, I had no classes today anyway.
I need to find time before the weekend, ideally, to get a haircut. I'm thinking of getting like two inches taken off? This will be the first time any sharp objects have been near my hair (that I know of) since June 2007. Hopefully it'll look a lot more.. tame. It's been really all over the place lately. I just hope it turns out well :/ I hate haircuts. I have never ever gotten a haircut that I thought looked even remotely decent.
I really don't want to go to Project Management or Java tomorrow. Such dry classes.
Benefits of Long Hair – 2
It gets caught in my fleece zipper if I'm not careful.
Wait, no. That's not a benefit. That's not a benefit at all.
FUCK YES
Also Sideburn September.
No-Shave November has become an honor Mustache May.
Changes
I've got it in my head these past few days that I should get a haircut, but I have no idea what I would do. I liked it when it was short like it was almost precisely a year ago. I also love having the long bangs that come down the side of my face. I miss how my hair would look after I waited for the El on the platform and after I walked to work during the summer. The wind shaped my hair very nicely and I just don't have that anymore. I could emulate the look with hair stuff and a hairdryer, I'm sure, but that a) requires money and b) requires time that would make me feel like a girl. Neither of which is all that desirable. We'll see what happens, if anything I need at least a trim and to bring the back up a little bit more than the rest. Though that might end up looking gay or extra-feminine. I don't know. And it's pretty much decided that I have to keep some sort of goatee going, because otherwise I look far too feminine in the face. I just have to figure out how long I want to keep the thing and then how to keep it that long. All I've always done is let it get stupid long and then shave it all off.
I constantly have dreams about my bottom front tooth being loose and falling out. Last night I had one about all of my bottom front teeth being loose. And to quite a degree, too. It was very unnerving. I finally had that wake-from-a-dream-into-another-dream situation too. I was running around some warehouse and felt my teeth loose. I woke up and was laying in bed, and tried playing with my teeth, they were still loose. I woke up again and all was fine. I don't recall if this was the final time I woke up.
I talked with Jacki a few hours ago. I think my attitude change helped a lot. She said some things that hurt me, but only because she felt/is that way now because of the things I said a week ago that hurt her. I would rather her tell me the truth though. Neither of us knows what's going to happen from here, but I feel a lot better right now. In the end I have learned a lot that is bound to serve me well and that's what life is about.. growing.
Now to eat some food and play some Kirby.